Lullalies

"Beneath the cold beams of a veiled moon

A girl is hiding the night inside her room

With the key on her heart

Her world fell apart

When the locks did not keep him out

And the starts were watching every time he burned the skies"

Look into my eyes

And see the fire burning

I have been ready for this fight

My entire life

And you are always lying

Yes I was born ready

To live life not on my knees

To sneak up in front of your face

I am a wave

In a large condemning sea

I am a part of the army that is coming your way

And this time you can't hide yourself inside me

Swallow it down or spit it out

You told me once, it makes all the difference

But the words keep on coming

I am not that child you strangled with doubts

I just want to say it

Force you so you can hear

I am not your way to your redemption

I am the one

Who saw the you that you fear

Deceptive measures turned this child into an adult

I probably should thank you for what I have become

Swallow it down or spit it out

You told me once, it makes all the difference

But I really don't want to listen

I want to speak so get your dick out of my mouth

I gagged every single time I saw you

How can you say that this is what they call love

When I am sure that you heard me crying

And asked me if I liked it rough

I was the glue that kept your salted ego together

I was the one that was slowly dying

My sanity became so light as a feather

Yet you were never the tears on my cheek

You weren't the light that slowly dimmed in my eyes

It was just my innocence that was running away

Because it could not believe your pathetic lies

But the force that's called real love restored inside of me

In a sacred place where you can never stay

I hope you die and rot away

Swallow it down or spit it out

You told me once, it makes all the difference

But now I stand here, unwavering

Don't you wish you still can keep me bound

"Little girls grow up.

They might be sisters, they might become mothers,

They might become women with a mission.

Oh no, dont pull your hands away now!

You took responsibility for the so called love you gave

Take some responsibility for this monster you created.

Don't you feel proud?"